Release me!!!

It's saturday and the first day I begin to blog/journalize. It's so weird putting my crazy thoughts into written word. I haven't done that in so long. Most of the time i just talk to myself in my head. Now, I can see the words type and perhaps look back and reflect on the good as well as the bad. I typed that and I sighed. Weird I didn't do it consciously it was a physical response to my idea. Hopefully my mind will be together as one as I describe my daily life. I want my mind who is so full of ideas to tell my body that everything is going to be okay and that it can let go. Let go of all the preconceived notions that somehow pentrated the core of my exsistance to hold onto everything. That somehow holding onto these ideas will give me a better life. I want to be free of these burdens. They follow me like a heavy weight around my torso. Oddly shaping me physically and mentally. Again I sigh as though a sermon is being read at the top of a mountain. Well that's the imagine that comes to mind. I release thee! I see myself saying at the edge of a mountain ledge. Release thee from these thoughts! Breath new life into thee! Taking a deep full body breath! Release thee!